F.A.Q.'s
Have you always been psychic?
As a child I was always fascinated by psychic abilities, ESP, anything occult related really, but was discouraged from exploring them out of fear from my parents. My father is very psychic and my mother and sister are as well but it just wasn't talked about. I never fit in with the other kids, I knew I was different and so did they. I was always hyper sensitive to other peoples thought's and emotions, it made for a difficult and painful childhood that was always chalked up to me being overly sensitive or emotionally immature. It was an isolating and depressing experience, honestly. Throughout high school I had a handful of very strange precognitive experiences but they were pretty spread out. I learned to bury it and adapt.
During my pregnancy with my son my precognitive abilities took off full force and I started having more and more dreams about future events. After his birth the precognitive dreams increased in frequency to 3-4 times a week. I saw deaths and terrorist attacks with very specific details weeks ahead. I started to feel other people's physical pain (no fun!) and know when something bad was happening at the exact moment it occurred. After about a year of this I decided I needed to do something about it. I took a few classes at a local psychic college (they do exist) and decided it wasn't right for me. I began private lessons from an amazingly gifted intuitive reader and healer who taught me how to embrace the gift and wield it with some grace and control. These days the dreams are happening less but I am very psychic throughout my daily "waking" life. I am still a work in progress...
So are you a clairvoyant?
Not exactly. Clairvoyance means "to see" and i'm not visual at all. I am clairsentient and clairaudient, which means I receive information by feeling, knowing and "hearing".
You hear voices, Michelle?
No smart ass, not like that. You know that inner voice you "hear" when you are reading a book or having a conversation in your head? It's sounds like that and i've (mostly/occasionally) learned to distinguish what is my voice and what is information from somewhere else. If a thought pops into my head for someone it is often VERY persistent until I say something. This can be embarrassing, so you try to work it into conversations "excuse me sir, but is your birthday February 24th?". I just say it now cause it's so god damned annoying if I don't.
Do you see dead people?
No, I don't see much but i've spoken with a few (for other people) and I get poked at and pushed a lot. Someone plays with my hair when i'm going to sleep, i'd like to think it's my Grandma. eeek. I'm not totally sure if i'm a medium or not but i'm starting to think I may be.
So how do you know you're just not bat shit crazy?
That is an excellent question and it's required lots and lots of proof for me to believe it myself. My husband was a borderline atheist, but a couple years of constant accurate predictions and strange happenings have lent credence to these claims. I'm a lover of all things science myself, so it's been a bit of a struggle for me as well. I would love to be able to give you a scientific explanation for what I can do but I just can't. There is so much that is unknown about the human brain and the universe. I think String Theory (quantum mechanics) is where a lot of these answers lie, scientifically and I have a feeling that the Large Hadron Collider will also reveal multiple dimensions in the next few years. There you go, a prediction for you!
Do your friends and family know about all this?
Some of them do, i'm pretty selective about who I talk to and what I say. I have a pretty good sense about who will receive this information well. My husband family are VERY religious and would disown me. My parents believe me but are cautious and afraid that i'll be drawn to the "darkside". I don't believe in the devil OR Darth Vader so this is particularly annoying to me. My friends that i've told have been supportive and cool about the whole thing but for now i'm holding off on telling my atheist friends. Still not a huge fan of ridicule, so go easy on me.
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